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Beg Me: Part Eleven
- By Tracy Ames
- Published October 20, 2009
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Mark lay watching Elisa sound asleep, lightly playing with her tiny fingertips and wispy blonde hair; a family trait that had eluded him altogether. For a fleeting moment he wondered how his and Sydney’s daughter would look. Obviously brown in complexion, he imagined, with Sydney’s hypnotic doe-eyes and mischievous twinkle, his height and contoured nose, and her pouty mouth. Mark wiped those thoughts out of his head just as quickly as they’d come. He had his directive straight from the woman herself. There would never be even the slightest possibility of children. Any flicker of hope had been dashed by her calloused words.
How I am going to begin? Mark thought aloud. He was prepared for her angry however he wasn’t prepared for her hurt. She had absolute trust in her assistants. Unbeknown to her, they had become a part of her; an appendage that once severed would still be felt. For one of them to betray her would likely cause her to question everyone’s loyalty. Even his.
Sydney came into the bedroom twisting her hair into a bun.
“Leave it down,” Mark asked quietly.
“I thought you were asleep,” Sydney said, climbing into bed. She turned on one side, cocooning Elisa between them.
Gently he stroked along her jaw line, trying desperately to formulate his words yet found it increasingly more difficult to deliver the blow, for this he felt a sliver guilty.
“Are you okay?”
He nodded. There was no easy way to tell her.
Mark stroked her arm. “Have you ever heard of a controlled burn?”
“I’ma need you to start speaking English.”
“A controlled burn are fires that conducted during the cooler months to reduce vegetation buildup and decrease the likelihood of serious more destructive fires from occurring. These fires are overseen by fire control authorities to ensure everything goes as planned. They delineate the intended time and place the fires begin using firebreaks; cleared areas to contain the fires so they won’t get out of control.”
Sydney looked blankly at Mark, praying he’d continue because she didn’t have the foggiest idea what he was talking about.
He stared straight into her eyes and sighed. “It was me. I leaked the news of our relationship to the Doms.”
Sydney heart dropped. “What?” she muttered, clearing finding it difficult to take it all in.
“I leaked the news. I used my network of Doms and Dominas to trigger conversation to seemingly random Doms and I have been orchestrating the entire operation since the very beginning. It has been well maintained and supervised.”
Sydney was at a lost. “You withheld information from me. I…I thought we were in this together.” She gestured between them.
“I’m sorry but I couldn’t tell you,”
“What do you mean you couldn’t tell me?” Her voice filled with confusion.
“I couldn’t tell you because I needed your muscle,”
“My muscle?” she interrupted. “These are my guys. They’re my responsibility.”
Mark shrugged in submission. “You’re right. They are your responsibility however if this news would have broken while we were away from home, then the situation would have been catastrophic and then where would they have did? I was looking out for everyone’s best interest. But I need your muscle.”
“You could have asked me for it, then I would have prepared Charles and Lee for the backlash.”
Elisa stirred and Mark rose from the bed. Sydney followed him to the small settee across the room.
“This is exactly why I couldn’t tell you. Do you see how you react? You have to be in control. You have to be in the middle of the action.”
“That’s where I should be especially when my guys are being thrown to the wolves.” She said in muted frustration.
“Your guys were never in any danger. My people were watching over them from a distance,” Mark smiled and cupped her face. “You would have launched a full blown attack.”
Yes!”
Mark shook his head. “That’s not good for business and it would have played right into the Doms fears. We would have appeared to be daring them to rise up. Your method was reactionary. Mine was proactive; kill the problem by flushing out anyone who posed a real threat and deal with them accordingly.”
Sydney slowly begin to see his point. “So you used my guys to “deal with them accordingly”. Do my guys know it was you?”
“No, but they reacted the way I’d hoped; in our absence, they organized themselves and have all but cleared our path. As far as outsiders are concerned, your men acted alone. My Doms had nothing to do with enforcing our prerogative. My hands are clean, we flushed out the flame fanners, and all of the power players were talked around and now we have their unwavering support.”
His actions made sense. She never would have seen it coming. He’d gotten one over on her. “ How did my team pull it off.”
“One Charles received word of the rumor, he contacted your assistants who in turn exiled Greta thinking she was the leak, as we expected. Once she was off their radar, she was free to concentrate on rumor control and supplying feedback to my guys in the field, thereby assuring all the correct Doms were of the list. Your girls called on Charles who in turn brought Lee to the table.”
“Wait, back up. What list?”
“Based on field information supplied by my team, Charles and your girl compiled a list of Doms that appeared to be stirring up trouble. Lee handled the less easy to convince Doms while Charles and your girls worked the diplomatic side….leaving my guys the ability concentrate on rumor control at the lower levels.”
“You’re so sneaky”. Sydney touched his hand resting on her cheek.
“Thank you,”
“My gang protected me,” Sydney realized. “They pulled it off for me.”
“Yes they did and a lot faster than I’d given them credit for,”
From the look in his eyes she knew there was more to this story. “What is it?”
This was the part of the conversation he wished not to have. He released her face and sat back on the settee, angling to face her. “I’m sorry to have to tell you but one of your assistances names made the list.”
Sydney hoof a breath as though she’d been hit in the stomach. “What? That can’t be right. My girls would never turn…”
Mark placed a hand on her leg. “Sydney, it’s true. If you need proof, I can have Greta send it to you.
“No,” Her voice dropped to barely a whisper. “If our intelligence is correct then I need no further proof. Are Charles and Lee aware of her involvement?”
“I can’t imagine so. Greta only just found out.”
“Which one betrayed me?”
Mark's stomach turned in knots. “Number 3,”
Sydney closed her eyes, pinched her lips. “Figures, I’ve been watching her for months. I’m glad she has disgraced herself. She’s finished. I have my other girls,” she laughed. “What do I need with four assistances anyway? I can’t fold my own clothes now.”
“What with you and folding clothes?”
“It’s like Christmas every time the dryer stops—I’ve never had to do it for myself.”
“So you’re not upset?” Mark asked.
Sydney smile and shook her head. “I was preparing to let her go.”
“You’re not upset with for keeping this plot from you?” He asked with caution.
“No. I pride myself on acting according to logic not emotion but had I been included, my emotions would have gotten the better of me. From both a business and personal aspect, your decision to exclude me was the right thing to do. I would have done no different. Thank you.”
“You’re my responsibility. It’s my duty to protect your interest.”
“I have never doubted you. The day I told you about my parents, you said if you don’t want me to leave then I should stop pushing you away. I knew then that you wouldn’t abandon me unless I sabotaged our relationship,” Her chin quivered slightly. “I won’t go down that lonely road anymore.”
Mark caught a sharp breath, his eyes skirted the room. “Do you feel that?”
Sydney sat perfectly still and followed his gaze around the room “Dad?”
Mark stood. No, it’s not him. I know how he feels; this isn’t him.”
How I am going to begin? Mark thought aloud. He was prepared for her angry however he wasn’t prepared for her hurt. She had absolute trust in her assistants. Unbeknown to her, they had become a part of her; an appendage that once severed would still be felt. For one of them to betray her would likely cause her to question everyone’s loyalty. Even his.
Sydney came into the bedroom twisting her hair into a bun.
“Leave it down,” Mark asked quietly.
“I thought you were asleep,” Sydney said, climbing into bed. She turned on one side, cocooning Elisa between them.
Gently he stroked along her jaw line, trying desperately to formulate his words yet found it increasingly more difficult to deliver the blow, for this he felt a sliver guilty.
“Are you okay?”
He nodded. There was no easy way to tell her.
Mark stroked her arm. “Have you ever heard of a controlled burn?”
“I’ma need you to start speaking English.”
“A controlled burn are fires that conducted during the cooler months to reduce vegetation buildup and decrease the likelihood of serious more destructive fires from occurring. These fires are overseen by fire control authorities to ensure everything goes as planned. They delineate the intended time and place the fires begin using firebreaks; cleared areas to contain the fires so they won’t get out of control.”
Sydney looked blankly at Mark, praying he’d continue because she didn’t have the foggiest idea what he was talking about.
He stared straight into her eyes and sighed. “It was me. I leaked the news of our relationship to the Doms.”
Sydney heart dropped. “What?” she muttered, clearing finding it difficult to take it all in.
“I leaked the news. I used my network of Doms and Dominas to trigger conversation to seemingly random Doms and I have been orchestrating the entire operation since the very beginning. It has been well maintained and supervised.”
Sydney was at a lost. “You withheld information from me. I…I thought we were in this together.” She gestured between them.
“I’m sorry but I couldn’t tell you,”
“What do you mean you couldn’t tell me?” Her voice filled with confusion.
“I couldn’t tell you because I needed your muscle,”
“My muscle?” she interrupted. “These are my guys. They’re my responsibility.”
Mark shrugged in submission. “You’re right. They are your responsibility however if this news would have broken while we were away from home, then the situation would have been catastrophic and then where would they have did? I was looking out for everyone’s best interest. But I need your muscle.”
“You could have asked me for it, then I would have prepared Charles and Lee for the backlash.”
Elisa stirred and Mark rose from the bed. Sydney followed him to the small settee across the room.
“This is exactly why I couldn’t tell you. Do you see how you react? You have to be in control. You have to be in the middle of the action.”
“That’s where I should be especially when my guys are being thrown to the wolves.” She said in muted frustration.
“Your guys were never in any danger. My people were watching over them from a distance,” Mark smiled and cupped her face. “You would have launched a full blown attack.”
Yes!”
Mark shook his head. “That’s not good for business and it would have played right into the Doms fears. We would have appeared to be daring them to rise up. Your method was reactionary. Mine was proactive; kill the problem by flushing out anyone who posed a real threat and deal with them accordingly.”
Sydney slowly begin to see his point. “So you used my guys to “deal with them accordingly”. Do my guys know it was you?”
“No, but they reacted the way I’d hoped; in our absence, they organized themselves and have all but cleared our path. As far as outsiders are concerned, your men acted alone. My Doms had nothing to do with enforcing our prerogative. My hands are clean, we flushed out the flame fanners, and all of the power players were talked around and now we have their unwavering support.”
His actions made sense. She never would have seen it coming. He’d gotten one over on her. “ How did my team pull it off.”
“One Charles received word of the rumor, he contacted your assistants who in turn exiled Greta thinking she was the leak, as we expected. Once she was off their radar, she was free to concentrate on rumor control and supplying feedback to my guys in the field, thereby assuring all the correct Doms were of the list. Your girls called on Charles who in turn brought Lee to the table.”
“Wait, back up. What list?”
“Based on field information supplied by my team, Charles and your girl compiled a list of Doms that appeared to be stirring up trouble. Lee handled the less easy to convince Doms while Charles and your girls worked the diplomatic side….leaving my guys the ability concentrate on rumor control at the lower levels.”
“You’re so sneaky”. Sydney touched his hand resting on her cheek.
“Thank you,”
“My gang protected me,” Sydney realized. “They pulled it off for me.”
“Yes they did and a lot faster than I’d given them credit for,”
From the look in his eyes she knew there was more to this story. “What is it?”
This was the part of the conversation he wished not to have. He released her face and sat back on the settee, angling to face her. “I’m sorry to have to tell you but one of your assistances names made the list.”
Sydney hoof a breath as though she’d been hit in the stomach. “What? That can’t be right. My girls would never turn…”
Mark placed a hand on her leg. “Sydney, it’s true. If you need proof, I can have Greta send it to you.
“No,” Her voice dropped to barely a whisper. “If our intelligence is correct then I need no further proof. Are Charles and Lee aware of her involvement?”
“I can’t imagine so. Greta only just found out.”
“Which one betrayed me?”
Mark's stomach turned in knots. “Number 3,”
Sydney closed her eyes, pinched her lips. “Figures, I’ve been watching her for months. I’m glad she has disgraced herself. She’s finished. I have my other girls,” she laughed. “What do I need with four assistances anyway? I can’t fold my own clothes now.”
“What with you and folding clothes?”
“It’s like Christmas every time the dryer stops—I’ve never had to do it for myself.”
“So you’re not upset?” Mark asked.
Sydney smile and shook her head. “I was preparing to let her go.”
“You’re not upset with for keeping this plot from you?” He asked with caution.
“No. I pride myself on acting according to logic not emotion but had I been included, my emotions would have gotten the better of me. From both a business and personal aspect, your decision to exclude me was the right thing to do. I would have done no different. Thank you.”
“You’re my responsibility. It’s my duty to protect your interest.”
“I have never doubted you. The day I told you about my parents, you said if you don’t want me to leave then I should stop pushing you away. I knew then that you wouldn’t abandon me unless I sabotaged our relationship,” Her chin quivered slightly. “I won’t go down that lonely road anymore.”
Mark caught a sharp breath, his eyes skirted the room. “Do you feel that?”
Sydney sat perfectly still and followed his gaze around the room “Dad?”
Mark stood. No, it’s not him. I know how he feels; this isn’t him.”
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Beg Me: Part Eleven
31 Responses to "Beg Me: Part Eleven" 
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said this on 20 Oct 2009 7:08:03 PM CDT
Hmmm, Hmmm Good! I hope that Charles and #1 have a chance. Otherwise, this story always hits a perfect note. I will be so sad when it comes to an end. Thanks Tracy. Also, She's pregnant.
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said this on 20 Oct 2009 9:23:38 PM CDT
Olga, you're the best. You really want Sydney...the spoiled brat from hell to have a kid? Is this some sort of twisted punishment?
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said this on 20 Oct 2009 10:19:56 PM CDT
Hey, we all have to pay the piper sometime.
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said this on 20 Oct 2009 10:48:38 PM CDT
LOL! I'm with Olga on this one. Mark would make a excellent daddy and Sydney obviously has maternal instinct. They just need to be brought out. Once again Tracy you have done an excellent job!
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said this on 21 Oct 2009 3:48:05 AM CDT
I think letting Sydney be pregnant is a bit lame for a continued premise, to tell the truth. As lovely as a gift children are, it'd be unfair to bring them into the mix that's Sydney and Mark at this moment. They've got plenty of personal/business issues to sort. So I'm more than ok with the non-pregnant state.......
Lovely chpt. Am still a bit peeved at Sydney for going all ape on Margaret. No one deserves that kind of violence. Please make me understand it. The way you've painted these Doms, somehow beating someone to a pulp seemed out of control and definitely not Dom-like....... |
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said this on 21 Oct 2009 12:41:40 PM CDT
Lady, you should see my inbox. I have folks calling for a baby...no baby...twins and so on. It's actually quite funny. I love how the readers get involved in the stories. I saves me from going "Hey is this thing on?"
I address the question of Sydney going ape in my reply on part ten. I like your last sentence...you might be on to something...;-) |
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said this on 21 Oct 2009 5:06:10 PM CDT
Margaret got what she deserved. She is sleeping with a married man who happens to also be her pastor. Sydney did warn her about running and not messing with her so Margaret go what was coming to her. The question is will Sydney hear her mom's voice.
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said this on 21 Oct 2009 4:51:53 PM CDT
Loved the update...esp how Jane called Sydney out...and I know she is going to let Charles and Natalie handle their business ...she is a softie...and like ccch alluded to..maybe a sub in disguise?
and Mark could tell CeCe ciao on the phone ...no joke...still don't trust her |
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said this on 21 Oct 2009 5:01:36 PM CDT
Tracy you are the best. As far as margaret is concerned--> she is sleeping with the pastor of her church and still trying to throw stones at Sydney. People in glass houses should heed the warning<--- margaret got what she got. The question is will Sydney hear her mom.
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said this on 21 Oct 2009 5:57:16 PM CDT
I love you guys. I really really do. I was chatting with an author friend of mine who also has a website. We was saying how we readers weren't getting involved in the stories, no real feedback...basically just reading for the sex scenes.
I love the fact that you guys 'get' the story. Oh tears!!! |
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said this on 22 Oct 2009 7:30:10 AM CDT
Ms. Tracy... You got my emotions all over the place on this one...
I'm sooooooooooo sad that Charles and Natalie (#1) can't be together... I absolutely LOVE this story but they deserve their HEA... If Sydney is #1's Dom then isn't it the responsibility of the Dom to ensure her subs are happy? Then in my "logic" she should want Natalie and Charles to be together cause that would make her happy. Anywho, now you have me wondering what Mark did to take care of everything going on back home... Can wait for you to update this chapter again... And Jane is my girl! So glad she called Sydney on her stuff... I LOVE the fact that Sydney has evolved... Now she just needs to voice it to Mark! Chica you are the bomb! Thanks for a WONDERFUL chapter!!! UPDATE UPDATE!!! LOL |
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said this on 22 Oct 2009 9:52:16 AM CDT
Hey Lady! It's good to have you back.
Didn't I tell you guys this story was going to be a rollercoaster? Natalie and Charles went into their relationship knowing the consequences. That's the sucky part. I've been chatting with another Dom friend of mine about where to leave their story. In a way I want to give them a HEA but.....we'll see. I'm still sorting out their story. I'll be updating this installment either late tomorrow or Saturday so check the blog for update info. |
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said this on 22 Oct 2009 10:21:28 AM CDT
You know, I may be cynical in my life, but I want an HEA with these two, Mrs Ames. I swear, you'll have me flying Stateside, swollen ankle and all.......don't dare me!!!
Please, please........anyone else want to join me in kneeling? |
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said this on 22 Oct 2009 10:32:24 AM CDT
Lady, you're a mess! Please stay in Switzerland, lord knows I wish I were back over there. I promise to get them sorted out one way or another. I won't leave them hanging. Promise...
Currently I've written two very different endings to this tale. We'll see which one fits. |
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said this on 22 Oct 2009 10:09:18 PM CDT
I'm back bitches!!!
Now, cccH, Margaret got what was coming for her. Tracy ,Sydney is pregnant right? I knew it, she is glowing. That is sign of pregnancy!!! What's going with Charles and Nathalie? Then again, you always give us a happy ending. Can't wait for an update!! |
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said this on 22 Oct 2009 10:41:20 PM CDT
There's my Heidi Bear! Welcome back!
It's funny but I caught hell from the Kinksters for going soft on Margret the first time. I had to explain that I was trying to show a contrast with Sydney...show her growth. But Margret caught her at a bad time. It's like I've said before, everything in my stories are there for a reason. Is Sydney knocked up? |
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said this on 24 Oct 2009 11:57:34 AM CDT
Thanks Olga! I have to keep you on your toes. I tried to keep the cliffhanger count low but I never said this wouldn't be some left turns.
Yep, Mark was behind the leak all along. Gotta love a cunning man as Charles called him in installment #9 “Mark is one of a kind. His talent is matched only by his intelligence,” he stood and offered the ladies a bottle of water which they politely refused. “Don’t presume he doesn’t already know what has happened. He is powerful and very cunning. Though controversial, Sydney has made a wise choice. If anyone could weather this storm it would be those two.” That's what's called a sneaky curve-ball. I love when you guys pay attention...:) |
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said this on 24 Oct 2009 12:39:01 PM CDT
Tracy I will say it again you are the best!!!!! So my questions is: When and how did Mark leak their relationship and was it leaked so that they could be together because of their love. If that is true then when will Sydney hear her mom cause if Mark's leaked wouldn't have work then Sydney really would have closed everyone off and what mother would want that for their child. Oh and pleeease let Sydney pregnant for she has the instinct and I think it will only make her a better Dom---> just look at her mom and dad:)
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said this on 24 Oct 2009 12:54:11 PM CDT
Thank you Vicki! Mark used his network of Doms to spark controlled rumors and covertly fed the information back to Charles and Sydney's girls via their sources without them knowing Mark had anything to do with the plot. Sneaky huh?
He did it so that he could manage the situation and flush out anyone who might turn against them. Yes, you are right. If Mark's plan would have failed them Sydney would have shut down. But if he hadn't, they both ran the risk of being found out and ruined. He was taking a proactive step where he and his folks could handle the problem before it began. Sdyney preggo? We'll see..:) |
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said this on 24 Oct 2009 4:53:36 PM CDT
Love the update Tracy! I'm guessing it is either Sydney's mom in the room or Mark's brother. Can't wait to find out. I wait with abated breath...
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said this on 24 Oct 2009 10:36:28 PM CDT
Long time reader, first time commenter. I can't believe how wrapped up I've become in this story. Seriously, I need a 10-step. I find myself eagerly awaiting Tuesday for my weekly "fix." Just like an addict, I get all jumpy, and anxious. I fire up my computer first thing Tuesday morning to check for an update. If its not there, I'm checking the website often all day until.. Yeah.. it finally appears! But like an addict, weekly now is becoming to weak, and I need MORE. I so love Sydney and Mark.
I also really enjoy you as a writer. Through "Beg Me" I've truly come to realize my kink side, something I have not officially acknowledged. I see a lot of Sydney in myself. Can't believe I'm learning more about myself through a story. :) "Make Her Want It" is on the top of my Xmas list. Sonya and Edward are a close second to Sydney & Mark as my favorite characters. |
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said this on 24 Oct 2009 11:48:03 PM CDT
Thank you so much, Sonya. “10 step program”? LOL, you sound like some of the other readers. I love it. You guys put a smile on my face. I feel so bad when I post the installments late in the evening. Honestly I try to get them up before 7:00est but sometimes it can’t be helped…sorry.
If “Beg Me” has indeed helped one person to embrace their kinkier side, then my work is done. As an instructor of ‘Real Kink’, I wanted to show Kink for what it was. HOT!! For a long time, Kink has been misunderstood and often mistaken for Fetish. The distinction between "Kink" and "Fetish" is this: The former enhances partner intimacy, while the latter as replacing it. There will be more to come on that topic once the story ends. I’m so happy to receive your comment. Especially on such a unconventional story. Please keep in touch and when “Make Her Want It” is ready I’ll be sure to look out for you..:-) Tracy |
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said this on 25 Oct 2009 8:25:38 PM CDT
damn so greta is safe...so there will be no more backhands flying around?
not even CeCe? Good update all in all...I really like Mark and proud of Sydney. |
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said this on 25 Oct 2009 11:41:17 PM CDT
What did I say about violent readers? You guys crack me up. Is everybody calling for a best down? My girl Sydney is trying to change here people! :)
Until Tuesday |
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said this on 26 Oct 2009 9:48:16 PM CDT
Especially that pikkin. She is always looking for someone's wig to be split to the white meat.
(Okay that is my slang usage limit for the day). |
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said this on 26 Oct 2009 11:49:46 PM CDT
Okay, I had to Google that one. Stephanie, you know I'm barely Black. You can't throw around slang!
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said this on 27 Oct 2009 12:05:50 AM CDT
You are a mess Tracy! Don't try to act like you didn't know what that meant.
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said this on 27 Oct 2009 12:18:47 AM CDT
That one I actually did remember (after I googled it) but most of the slang I'm still reckoning. I was telling my friend Dave that a clerk at the market told me I wasn't really Black because I said 'holidaymaker'...which means someone on vacation. Do you know he laughed at me?!
It's time for me to return to the other side of the pond...:( |
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said this on 27 Oct 2009 8:27:21 AM CDT
Okay, now even I didn't know what that meant. Truthfully, if it weren't for my younger "hip" niece and nephew I would be just as lost. You ought to hear some of the words they use. I've done several of those "what did you just say" looks.
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said this on 27 Oct 2009 10:29:10 AM CDT
Wait...Mark knew about this fiasco all along? That slicky snake!!!! At least she is taking it well. I'm sensing it's Mark's brother in the room...i think. Someone should kick #3's ass badly. Thank you Tracy, can't wait for another update!!
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said this on 27 Oct 2009 1:18:49 PM CDT
Wonderful update Tracey. I was too surprised that Mark knew all along about what was going on. Is her mom the one in the room or maybe his brother telling him he is alright!!
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