A Lesson In Conformity
- By Tracy Ames
- Published July 19, 2009
Tracy Ames
Mrs. Ames is an international bestselling author of interracial erotic fiction and a former columnist for several newsletters and magazines.
A native of the San Francisco Bay Area, Tracy currently split time between CT & New York City with her husband, children and a host of pets.
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Good Evening Folks,
I was chatting with a friend earlier about the end of her troubled relationship. She and Richard had been together for a number of years and, according to her, he’d always tried to make her into someone she wasn’t. She never wore the right clothes. She never had the right career. She never spoke properly. She never did anything right. Finally she’d had enough and ended the relationship on very bad terms and she’s moved on and is happier than she’s ever been. In her words “I hate him!”
Completely aware that I’m walking on thin ice, I mention that maybe she shouldn’t “hate” Richard for what he’d done over the years so much as she should thank him. My theory is when people try to force you into a mold that they’ve built for you two things can result: either you will coat yourself in an oily layer of denial and slip easily into the comfy mold, allowing them to define you……or you will resist and in doing so, you will be forced to find yourself, figure out what you want, and form your own opinions.
My Grandma told me a long time ago, “Don’t live your life based on someone else’s lie. People will tell you anything. Listen to what others have to say but figure things out for yourself.”
It’s my opinion that we as humans rely on one another’s wisdom and advice however in the end it’s up to each of us to sort things out for ourselves. It isn’t until we tune out the gibberish from the cynics that we’ll be better able to hear our real voice. Even if that voice is saying, “What now?” it’s still your voice, no one else’s.
In a way I get what she’s saying but not really. First, you can’t make people love you if you don’t love yourself. Second, you can’t expect or make people treat you right. Third, no one can mistreat you without your consent. There’s a time you stick around and work on the relationship and a time to lick your wounds and move on.
The bottom line is this: controlling people may be sent into our lives to help us figure ourselves out. So, when you look at it like that, I say she owed Richard a big thank you.
Cheers,
Tracy
I was chatting with a friend earlier about the end of her troubled relationship. She and Richard had been together for a number of years and, according to her, he’d always tried to make her into someone she wasn’t. She never wore the right clothes. She never had the right career. She never spoke properly. She never did anything right. Finally she’d had enough and ended the relationship on very bad terms and she’s moved on and is happier than she’s ever been. In her words “I hate him!”
Completely aware that I’m walking on thin ice, I mention that maybe she shouldn’t “hate” Richard for what he’d done over the years so much as she should thank him. My theory is when people try to force you into a mold that they’ve built for you two things can result: either you will coat yourself in an oily layer of denial and slip easily into the comfy mold, allowing them to define you……or you will resist and in doing so, you will be forced to find yourself, figure out what you want, and form your own opinions.
My Grandma told me a long time ago, “Don’t live your life based on someone else’s lie. People will tell you anything. Listen to what others have to say but figure things out for yourself.”
It’s my opinion that we as humans rely on one another’s wisdom and advice however in the end it’s up to each of us to sort things out for ourselves. It isn’t until we tune out the gibberish from the cynics that we’ll be better able to hear our real voice. Even if that voice is saying, “What now?” it’s still your voice, no one else’s.
In a way I get what she’s saying but not really. First, you can’t make people love you if you don’t love yourself. Second, you can’t expect or make people treat you right. Third, no one can mistreat you without your consent. There’s a time you stick around and work on the relationship and a time to lick your wounds and move on.
The bottom line is this: controlling people may be sent into our lives to help us figure ourselves out. So, when you look at it like that, I say she owed Richard a big thank you.
Cheers,
Tracy
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9 Responses to "A Lesson In Conformity" 
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said this on 20 Jul 2009 12:34:29 AM CDT
Well said Tracy and I so agree with your Grandma. Wise woman
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said this on 20 Jul 2009 12:49:16 AM CDT
Thank you. I agree, my Grandma is one of the strongest women I know. At 80+ years old she's still my rock and biggest fan.
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said this on 20 Jul 2009 12:47:58 AM CDT
Tracy, I want to say thank you for writing interracial romance novels. I am in a interracial relationship with my white boyfriend for 8 years now and we live together and he is truly an amazing man, one of the best man I ever know and I fell in love with him, not because he is white but because he is a good man and sometimes you can't help who you fall in love with but I am so glad I fell in love with him :). I am so glad there are authors like you out there writing IR romance novels. I love reading the stories cause they remind me so much of my relationship. I just read Seduce Me and I loved it, can't wait for Edward and Sonya story. Thanks again
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said this on 20 Jul 2009 2:53:13 PM CDT
Wow, thank you so much Alexanderina. I'm glad you enjoyed "Seduce Me". Nick and Ali are two of my favourite characters. I took bits and pieces from my husband's persona to create Nick and Edward (he gets a kick out of that).
You're right, color has nothing to do with who you fall in love with. It simply happens. As odd as it sounds, I forget that Greg is White...he's Greg, lol! "Make Her Want It" Edward and Sonya's story is almost complete and off to the editors. I'll keep you posted on the release date. Thanks again for all your support. Cheers, Tracy |
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said this on 20 Jul 2009 9:34:01 PM CDT
Awwwww that is so cute about your Greg :). I just love Nick and Ali's characters. I read a few IR novels and I have to say that they are my favorite characters as well.
Thanks Tracy, I can't wait to read Edward and Sonya story. Those two characters are hot lol. You are most welcome and keep up the good work and looking forward to more amazing books from you. You have got a new fan in me Alexanderina |
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said this on 20 Jul 2009 11:02:59 PM CDT
I am so glad you posted this. I recently came back from a family renunion and it is sometimes funny how you slip into role of trying to meet others expectations. Mom wants you to behave this way. Dad requires that you meet particular standards. The truly freeing moment is when you decide to be you.
I am always telling people that I am still trying to to figure out what I am going to be when I grow up, but the blessing is that I have worked hard to free myself from the noose of others expectations. However you make it to that realization is the blessing. |
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said this on 21 Jul 2009 12:56:37 AM CDT
Well said Olga. You're quite right. Everyone has an idea of who they want you to be but until we step out of the shadows and start living life for ourselves it's all just bollocks.
None of us know what we want to be when we grow up. Hell, when I was younger I wanted to be Wonder Woman. From Wonder Woman to software engineer….to erotic author. Yep, that’s a well established career path, lol! |
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said this on 24 Jul 2009 9:28:40 PM CDT
agreed...u can never truly be happy with anybody until u r irrevocably happy and comfortable with yourself...and allowing people to define who you should be should make you take stock and take control
anyways ditto alexanderia's comment....only diffference is that I have a lovely relationship and family with an asian man...and yes i forgot he is another race or whatever...big deal...except when it is time to hit the kitchen..he better put down those skills chinese and indian are known for...hahah |
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said this on 24 Jul 2009 10:26:39 PM CDT
Pikkin, you lucked out because your husband enjoys cooking. My Greg can cook better than I however he don't go near the stove unless he's in full survivor mode.
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